WHATS IT LIKE?

WELL, its 3:10... another hour it'll be 3:10:01... thats what its like

complete and total sobriety makes each and every second of your life feel like an eternity. and for someone who can't wait to die, it's worse than a horror movie. because its real life.

thats why its fun to say you are sober for 2.5 years... 'cause sober generally means drinking... when you say clean and sober then you know the social degenerate has had a drug past, and then clean has a whole new meaning.

hey, even show pigs are allowed to wallow in the mud once in a while... which make those seconds go by like, well, seconds...

sobriety can be TAKEN away in a minute. dirt though can be washed away... then yer clean again... i think its best not even to use irish spring. i use cetaphil because my skin demands it. i think irish spring smells the best, but could remind me too much of irish whiskey so i dare not have it in the shower, let alone for a nightcap.

even so, i do miss drinking... more and more i wanna have a sip. but the pride of the time (2.5 years... reality is 2y5m7d) is why i don't.